I saw the fire smoulder, I was bitter.
It had scorched all of my sweet memoirs.
Profusely for days I cried
That unnecessary one thing we always hold on to.
Even when it’s evident you’re on the wrong side of a bad karma.
Those mooshy mooshy moments that always,
Leave the heart with severe urges abreast much pain.
It steered my life to uncertain directions.
I kept yearning and wanting
Hoping perhaps, maybe, you would last longer.
A desire I have grappled with since Adam.
The places I traded just to be with you!
A brighter star shone on you,
And what I dreaded happened.
You decided to follow its rhythm.
So easily, like you were almost puking.
It pierced my heart by a double edged sword.
And left me to pieces. I cried, girl I cried!
Till my wells dried up.
The sun rose and set, not on me.
Time passed and what I thought was love paned away.
It was all vanity, chasing the wind.
An insult to my intelligence.
How much I wasted!